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 Back to my blogger after 6years.. Had been so busy with the work life, and writing a blog seems already out of my daily routine since long time ago.. What that makes me busy for the past 6years?  I guess only my job as an "IT Service Desk", providing technical support & guidance to users.. Do I like my job? Sometimes yes (but really rare).. Why? Because as an IT support, i am overwhelming with "user's problem" (xN times), everyday.. Especially when you got fussy/ troublesome user, that confused people & confused themselves.. But from the good point, I like helping people. Sometimes user are really desperate in the issue faced, and IT support just have to do some magic & the problem would be gone. What my team/ I support?  Basically i  think I support everything.. I do think that my job is the hardest among all the Service Desk in the world. Because we are company internal IT, we basically have to know everything/ each services in our company (which ...

Its been a long time since my last blog update. Now, I has been working for about 6months in my current job. However, I still feeling insecure of my future. Current job is just about troubleshooting and communicating skills. Can't denied that during this working period, my communication skill with others is been improved. My Mandarin and English conversing are more powerful now. More over,  my troubleshooting skill on computer issue has become more alerting also. But out of all these, I still seem like skill-less. In IT field, I still feel I  am over lacking from others. Can I still be considered as an IT person? Since working, I knew that everyone owns their own values. When you go interview, peoples would start to penalise you from your study background, working background, known skills and etc. Feel so envy, when seeing other resume with lots of real experience in field. Major language like Java, VB and etc. I am zero knowledge in all tha...

being an unemployed person is tortureful.. more thn 3weeks sitting at home.. no incum..no entertain.. applied job since i back hometown.. threw lots of resume upon.. but until now jobless..no reply.. evydy sitting at home observing my phone.. wondering did it fully charged..wondering if it spoil..wondering when hiring company wud called me.. thr are sum companies tat ady called.. but they are frm those job agency.. offering job not related to my major.. sumtim i think..better i juz accept d offer.. but at last i didnt.. coz i wanna find a job tat related to network which is my field.. i hope to enter a company tat i cn learn more in tat field n bcum a better professional. evydy wake up->candycrushing->drama->cooking->guarding my house->sleep tat is my routine for evydy.. i wan a better life.. but a better life nid money to reach.. rmmbred a story in my mind.. "chow yun fatt teached andy lau: if u wan gt a rolex watch..earn it urself; no one g...

以前在中学时期，我身边大多都是马来朋友。 他们都对我一视同仁，一直都把我当成他们的一分子… 想当年大家一起读书拼成绩，回想起来我都感到开心～ 之后进入高六… 原本以为会有很多华人朋友，但却遭排斥… 可能是因为当时不知道如何跟别人打交道吧～ 不过，还好当时有妈妈的支持我才能熬得过那段黑暗时期。 曾经试过一整天在学校，嘴却没打开过说话… 然而，当时还是有学长团里的几个学弟学妹们的支持陪伴… 不管我做什么，他们都会我撑腰…还是觉得安慰～ 之后参与国民服务,认识了一个来至森美兰州的好友… 但之后因为结束国民服务，我们的友谊也慢慢变淡了。 在大学里最觉得开心的事就是认识了一班朋友… 我跟她们有了不少美好回忆～ 四年在这儿，好在有她们的陪伴…我的大学生涯在不会那么纳闷～ 再过两天，考完试后…大家都会各自忙碌… 接下来应该会很少联络了～ 不舍…难过… 但，虽然如此我们还是得分开… 谢谢你们的陪伴～ 毕业后，只希望还会保持联络… 偶尔慰问关心彼此一下…… 希望这小小的愿望能够达成……真希望… 希望彼此的友谊不只是四年，而是四十年…八十年…呵呵～～～ 还有一个特别好友…此刻也不忘了提提她…酷酷小姐Ms BH…^^ 她也是和我在大学很要好的人～ 特爱这张照…可爱 :) posted by alice seng 20130619 12.16am

治安最近越来越不好… 昨晚我家进贼… 偷了3架手提电脑，8架手机和钱… 偷了东西事小，不过这证明了家里再不是个安乐窝～ 贼能随意进出，太恐怖了。 这次他们只偷东西，难保下次会不会做出更意想不到的事情来… 好害怕…好担心… 幸好这次只偷东西，但会不会有下次？！ 好怕丫～～ 外人根本都不会了解我内心的害怕和恐惧… 我真的担心，万一有一天贼进来对我家人怎样… 我想到这点就有万分的害怕颤抖… 真的真的好担心，但又不能怎样… 那些贼一定不得好死…一定～ posted by 20130615 10.25pm

ieee exhibition 没了… 1day trip 也没了… 剩下的只有final exam 1科和fyp hardcover… 在这里剩下的6天我要好好利用。 并且要在这几天内找工… 朋友说对毕业有多高的期待就对工作有多恐惧； 无疑，这是对的…我深深的体会到了。 害怕，迷茫，担心，忧愁…统统都有… 怎么办？！ 将来的我会是怎么样的呢？ 成功还是失败？ 人就是爱担心… 不过，担心也没用啊…事情不会因为你一个人的担心而改变。 因此，我要改变的是自己…哈哈～ 但说来容易实现难… 常常都会有这种想法。 心里想的跟实行的往往都是两码子的事～ 讨厌自己的优柔寡断，讨厌自己的无能…… 就只能希望 “明天会更好”……希望………… posted by 20130614 9.00am

山穷水尽… 山穷水尽… 山穷水尽… 我真的到了这个地步吗？ 算是…但也算不是啦～ 今早起来要买菜，但因有些钱还压在某些朋友那里… 而且向妈妈要的求助也还没到… 所以导致本人没现钱去买东西… 之后我就和同房室友借先… 她果然二话不说就借了我一些… 然而，她好像看透了我的心…她看到了我没钱在身上的焦虑… 她就告诉我，如果我真的不够钱用的话…她能先借我一些，等我做工有钱赚了才还她。 我深深被她感动到了…… 我实在没办法跟别人借钱… 虽然之前也有个朋友曾经开口想要借我钱… 不过，我还是拒绝了～ 我不想友情是建立在金钱上，更不想欠人家人情… 所谓的，金钱债易偿人情债难还啊～ 不过，我还是很感激她们的关心和在乎…… 我觉的交了像她们这样的朋友是没有白交的…哈哈～ 在大学里非常开心认识到一班好姐妹… 其中有些都是我的同班同学和室友。 所以很长时间都要面对她们… 曾经有厌倦过… 不过，最近对她们…的爱越变越深了… 但是……就快要毕业了… 大家都会各分东西，不再一起了… 非常舍不得…… posted by 20130613 5.15pm

在大学的日子所剩不多了… 在这里唯一让我放不下的就是陪我渡过这漫长大学生涯的姐妹… 突然很好奇…… 我在她们心目中是怎样的… 扮演什么样的角色… 本人觉得是傻大姐风范~ 哈哈…… 昨晚听到有个姐妹说… 毕业了她会很想念我，因为她已习惯了和我生活的日子…… 听了我很感动，因为我对她也有同感…… 之前觉得她娇滴滴的，没什么脾气… 很爱闹她……想看她生气会是什么样子… 不过跟她认真相处了才知道，她也会有脾气的… 她也会顶嘴，不是那么容易被我欺负… 不过其实我还蛮开心享受看她越来越会辩解自己…维护自己… 因为我觉得这样的她才能够保护她自己… 毕竟再过多不久，大家都要进入社会工作了… 太善良太天真，恐怕会被人欺负利用。 我承认我不是什么好人…不过我也不想当坏人… 不想因为生活上和工作上的压力把自己逼疯或改变… 我想永远保持自己仅有善良的一面… 为家人为不幸人士造福… 很想在有生之日能为社会做点贡献… 让自己更有价值和意义活着… posted by 11June2013 2.00pm

who is they? uni ppl...yea..is them.. this year my uni bcum d host for dunno wat sukan.. so we nid clear off our house for them to bcum accomodation. haizz...troublesum betul... initialli our course wud hav bbQ gathering vf lecturer.. althog me n my fren stay far frm here.. but we decide to postpone our date back to hometown.. we vy rare to do thing lik tis..as i rmmbr..nvr.. but this sem ady our last sem.. n d lecturer taught us for previous 4sem.. so feel wan to join d last gathering.. tats y..althog we d one tat go back hometown earliest evytim..decide to back late.. nw..nid bz vf fyp hardcover..n sum correction for my simulation.. i juz stil figuring how to correct it.. n 2moro nid go gt my sv comment n advise for d thesis correction.. ytdy even hav dreamt bout it..dreamt my lecturer giv me vy teruk marks n ask me correct all back.. realli headache n nervous for tat.. now...tambah vf 1 issue to headache lagi..haizz i guess i juz nid to let go off d gathering....

before this i thog i was a person vf gud attitude.. i cn gt along well vf many types of ppl.. tats y i hav lots of fren.. althog so..i m realli bad in control my emotion.. heard sum fren complain bout my bad temper..emo...n blar blar.. i m a human being..emotions juz expressed out when i hav it. impossible for me to smile when i m sad.. impossible for me to cry when  i m happi.. i realli hav a changeable emotion.. i laugh easily..cry easily n pissed off easily.. i admit it..i m soft-hearted.. sumtim when heard ppl say bad thing bout my fren, i wud feel angry for it..even d ppl point is not me.. when my fren tear-dropped,i feel same in my heart.. why i m tat.. after all,ppl say  i m too emotion... i dun understand wat meant by tat... i m not god or angel..i m human being.. i smile when i happi n cry when  i sad.. but ppl tends to request me to control my emotion.. n giv me hundreds of reasons why i shud change.. dont think they r right.. but after ...

已经很久没写部落格了… 有很多的感想…不过没心情去写 这一切…全因我父亲的离逝 事情已隔6个月又5天…… 经过那件事情以后，我成长了很多 原来不经一事不长一智这一句话是对的 人……都要等到失去以后才懂得珍惜 从前只会埋怨他对我们不够好不够负责 一但讨厌了他，他所做的每一件事情都会觉得很假很虚伪 人的心只要硬了，别人对他/她的好一切都会看不到，听不见，感觉不到 得知他的死讯那一刻，我真的真的无法相信 我多么希望那一切都是假的 在往回家乡的长途巴士上，我不停不停地说服自己一切都是假的 回到家后我依然觉得那一切都是假的 经过漫长的车程…终于回到家乡… 家人接了我然后就赶到久家… 回到久家，我跪着进家门 那时，我还是依然依然不敢相信那是真的 至到我抬头看见他的遗照…眼泪直流… 那是真的…… 不过一切都来不及了…… 其实…我心里早就原谅了你…… 爸，对不起……我回来了～

之前我根本不知道这‘心累’是什么感觉, 我总觉得我是个不会心累的人。 但……此时此刻……我真的累了…… 不是身体上的累，而是发自内心，深深地感觉到累了~ 发现自己做什么事都很不上心， 之前做样样事很积极的我不见了。 我该去哪里找回‘那个我’叻？！ 我好气自己，为什么那么无能~ 为什么那么没用~ 身边的同学都在忙着赶功课和fyp.. 可是我，仍然无动于衷~ 每次同学问我关于fyp的进度， 我总会给他们一大堆的理由。 可是我很清楚的知道…… 即使我骗到了所有人，我还是骗不了我自己~ 每次表面都装得很潇洒，可是内心是自卑到不行的~ 怎么办呢？我真的好没用~

wat v usualli do when stay out at nite? on9..watch movie..or bz vf work.. tats all realli common.. ytdy was pretty cool.. when me n my frenz stay out purposeli to play poker card.. juz playing d poker card..but of cuz gt sum other chitchat.. but for me..i ady vy satisfied.. realli think tat myself is an old person.. so easy 2 b touched n satisfied.. abit 'short plug' ady i guess..haha anyway juz think tat easy satisfied vf things may not b a bad thing.. i easy 2 b hapi n easy 2 b sad as well.. sumtim sum word tat frm ppl i care.. hurted me deep.. haizz...wat happen 2 b? cnt i set my setting 2 b idle..meant no sadness n no happiness.. but if 1ppl oni in idle mode all d tim..tat shud b sad i guess.. coz all d gud thing nvr approach him/her.. n all bad thing oso nvr approach.. so...he/she wont  noe hw blissful it is.. so in conclude..juz b enjoy no matter in wat u do.. dun request urself too much.. as no 1 is 100%... being imperfect oso cn b satisfied n happi.. sooo...enjoy urs...

discovered beautiful view near hostel.. after 3 years studying here.. recentli as our klas hour is realli less... oni activity tat wont cost us is jogging.. i lik d event lotz.. as tis is d tim v cn spent our tim vf fren.. sharing evything happens around.. realli thx to my fren tat willing 2 listen to me.. althog i m realli annoying.. realli think tat i  m an annoying ppl.. dunno wat others think bout me.. but sumtim due to my stupid characteristic.. i  m able to make ppl around me happi.. i dunno tis consider gud or not.. but for myself..as long as ppls around me is happi.. tat is enuf.. no matter anything happen.. i wud brave myself to face it.. tat is d motto tat i set for myself.. as..ppl wud oni listen to ur prob.. n d final ppl tat shud take initiative n face it.. is nobody else but urself.. tis seem cruel..but its d fact.. as an adult..v nid 2 face many thing tat happen alone.. but of cuz sharing vf fren is import...

starting of tis sem,i already is d eldest senior in uni... a 4th year student... final year oni responsibilty is to accomplish our fyp besides of sum core subjects.. i select d lec i like as my fyp instructor.. hope tat i wont let her down.. as d lec accept me directli without many thought.. bec to uni already 3 weeks time.. lazy to update my blog actualli.. as tims juz passed by without noticing.. 1st week bec here was bz to finiz d Li report.. as already promise frenz to go for trip.. in sum d trip is satisfying.. quite enjoy vf it.. our trip destination is Penang.. but my main purpose thr is oni to mkn d nice penang food.. but at last v end up eating many desserts.. stil ok..i lik it lotz.. as myself is desserts-craver...haha... realli satisfied when c all d desserts tat have been taken^^ 1st tim in my life eat so many desserts lik tis trip does.. "chinese house" desserts "Crepe house" desserts "蚂蚁窝"desserts "Friend ca...

goodbye is d saddest word  i ever hear.. best memory for d ppls u love..xthing more..but a smile.. last day being a QA's.. mix feeling.. many things to say.. but prefer silent.. tears wud drop if word start.. tats y.. i oni focus on my works.. n avoiding ppl direct eyes contact.. ppl might think i m cruel n human-less.. but  dun care.. hate d feeling of separation.. 12weeks juz passed vy fast.. gt many memories thr.. bitter,sour,salty,sweet,spicy all hav.. lik it during meeting,when v discussed bout workdone last week.. lik it when v played badminton 2gether after work.. lik it when v go cheongk 2gether.. lik it when v gags 2gether.. lik it when v gathered mkn 2gether..especially in office.. lik it when v rush for benchmark testing.. lik it when v gtalk during workhour.. lik it when v played wii,carron,pingpong n dam 2gether.. lik it when v chat during freehour.. lik it when evy morning nid wait for office 2 open.. lik it during sportsday.. lik it also during company d...

Last Wednesday was quite special day... Noon we have networking test... While night time was our networking senior and junior gathering with also our ppk lecturers... The test is nothing much to say...since already been passed up.. Night time just gather,eat and snap... Snapping part is more enjoyable event...up Punjabi dress... since it is the first time for the Chinese girls in our class to wear Below is some of  picture for review.. Punjabi-dressing's gang Snapping session with lecturers Network members

It has been a long period for leaving my blog aside... Recently my life is either too busy or too ordinary.... Nothing special about it... Honestly,i really miss the 1week mid semester break last time... That time is really unforgettable for me... That time is really enjoyable... That time my schedule is very pack... Accompanying everyone I care and love... Just feel that moment is so satisfying.. Really feel grateful through those events i did last time... Go eat wherever and whenever and whomever I like... See the smile appeared on their face make me really satisfy... Actually happiness can be said is easy to achieve, but sometimes is hard to reach also.. Why i said so...? That because it always comes when i didn't expect for it... When i really need it,sometimes it just never approach... Things happen around made me understand that: 1+1!=2; 0x1!=0. Even though everyone in this world may let you down... You..yours...

missing the sky view during my trip to Langkawi last time...  today is really a good day...  the temperature is so cool and so suitable for me to have a good rest... long time don't have a rest like this...  recently feel really unhappy and tension due to some reasons..  why a people can be so cruel? why a people can act like himself/herself is always right?  why can they pretend be so innocent and get pitifulness of others?  why they never think that thing happen is caused by them?  feel very stressed and mood-less...  why i always been treated badly by people whom i really care with?  honestly i don't expect anyone to feel pity for me..  i always treat people with my heart... but at last what i get?!  i am not a person who want to explain...  if people get misunderstood about me, then i will just leave it..  if they think him/her is so right, okay fine...i am the wrong ones...  i understand th...

wake up->eat->work->joke->sleep; tats d life tat i m having nw evydy... simple but meaningful life...like my fren blog title..haha its realli true.. i agreed vf tat statement... evydy v bz frm day till nite... if v din feel hapi for it,thn wat is d meaning of life??? for nw..... i m vy satisfy vf my simple but meaningful life as a salesgurl... evydy fold shirt...service customer...check stocks... but i din feel bored for it... as a salesgurl in a shopping complex, i have seen many pattern of ppls.. their pattern varies n differ frm one to another... tats make me feel interesting n cute bout it... human vf d same structure of body... but they do have different type of behaviours... tats realli mystery n attracts me most.. sumtim i m mad bout it... but sumtim i do feel funni bout it... mayb my job nw is not a job tat promise many profits n earnings.. but my life nw is sure vy hapi n meaningful lotz... tatz oso bcoz my collegues are all vy nice youngsters tat do...