Emotion Control (EC)

before this i thog i was a person vf gud attitude..
i cn gt along well vf many types of ppl..
tats y i hav lots of fren..
althog so..i m realli bad in control my emotion..

heard sum fren complain bout my bad temper..emo...n blar blar..
i m a human being..emotions juz expressed out when i hav it.
impossible for me to smile when i m sad..
impossible for me to cry when  i m happi..

i realli hav a changeable emotion..
i laugh easily..cry easily n pissed off easily..
i admit it..i m soft-hearted..
sumtim when heard ppl say bad thing bout my fren,
i wud feel angry for it..even d ppl point is not me..
when my fren tear-dropped,i feel same in my heart..
why i m tat..

after all,ppl say  i m too emotion...
i dun understand wat meant by tat...
i m not god or angel..i m human being..
i smile when i happi n cry when  i sad..
but ppl tends to request me to control my emotion..
n giv me hundreds of reasons why i shud change..

dont think they r right..
but after all in workplace,we cnt juz show our emotion out towards client n boss..
thn i start to think..EC..
i guess i nid so...but how?!

but sumtin..i juz lazy to speak or conversate..
i oni speak when i m in high mud..
when i gt no topic..i choose to b quiet..
but ppl tends to ask "r  u ok".."why  u in bad mud"..
sort of things lik tat..
even though i m  in gud mud..but heard things lik tat..it did pissed me off..
see tis in fb recentli..n it so true..it did speak out of my heart..100%..