aLICe's 的天空

之前我根本不知道这‘心累’是什么感觉, 我总觉得我是个不会心累的人。 但……此时此刻……我真的累了…… 不是身体上的累，而是发自内心，深深地感觉到累了~ 发现自己做什么事都很不上心， 之前做样样事很积极的我不见了。 我该去哪里找回‘那个我’叻？！ 我好气自己，为什么那么无能~ 为什么那么没用~ 身边的同学都在忙着赶功课和fyp.. 可是我，仍然无动于衷~ 每次同学问我关于fyp的进度， 我总会给他们一大堆的理由。 可是我很清楚的知道…… 即使我骗到了所有人，我还是骗不了我自己~ 每次表面都装得很潇洒，可是内心是自卑到不行的~ 怎么办呢？我真的好没用~

wat v usualli do when stay out at nite? on9..watch movie..or bz vf work.. tats all realli common.. ytdy was pretty cool.. when me n my frenz stay out purposeli to play poker card.. juz playing d poker card..but of cuz gt sum other chitchat.. but for me..i ady vy satisfied.. realli think tat myself is an old person.. so easy 2 b touched n satisfied.. abit 'short plug' ady i guess..haha anyway juz think tat easy satisfied vf things may not b a bad thing.. i easy 2 b hapi n easy 2 b sad as well.. sumtim sum word tat frm ppl i care.. hurted me deep.. haizz...wat happen 2 b? cnt i set my setting 2 b idle..meant no sadness n no happiness.. but if 1ppl oni in idle mode all d tim..tat shud b sad i guess.. coz all d gud thing nvr approach him/her.. n all bad thing oso nvr approach.. so...he/she wont  noe hw blissful it is.. so in conclude..juz b enjoy no matter in wat u do.. dun request urself too much.. as no 1 is 100%... being imperfect oso cn b satisfied n happi.. sooo...enjoy urs...

discovered beautiful view near hostel.. after 3 years studying here.. recentli as our klas hour is realli less... oni activity tat wont cost us is jogging.. i lik d event lotz.. as tis is d tim v cn spent our tim vf fren.. sharing evything happens around.. realli thx to my fren tat willing 2 listen to me.. althog i m realli annoying.. realli think tat i  m an annoying ppl.. dunno wat others think bout me.. but sumtim due to my stupid characteristic.. i  m able to make ppl around me happi.. i dunno tis consider gud or not.. but for myself..as long as ppls around me is happi.. tat is enuf.. no matter anything happen.. i wud brave myself to face it.. tat is d motto tat i set for myself.. as..ppl wud oni listen to ur prob.. n d final ppl tat shud take initiative n face it.. is nobody else but urself.. tis seem cruel..but its d fact.. as an adult..v nid 2 face many thing tat happen alone.. but of cuz sharing vf fren is import...

starting of tis sem,i already is d eldest senior in uni... a 4th year student... final year oni responsibilty is to accomplish our fyp besides of sum core subjects.. i select d lec i like as my fyp instructor.. hope tat i wont let her down.. as d lec accept me directli without many thought.. bec to uni already 3 weeks time.. lazy to update my blog actualli.. as tims juz passed by without noticing.. 1st week bec here was bz to finiz d Li report.. as already promise frenz to go for trip.. in sum d trip is satisfying.. quite enjoy vf it.. our trip destination is Penang.. but my main purpose thr is oni to mkn d nice penang food.. but at last v end up eating many desserts.. stil ok..i lik it lotz.. as myself is desserts-craver...haha... realli satisfied when c all d desserts tat have been taken^^ 1st tim in my life eat so many desserts lik tis trip does.. "chinese house" desserts "Crepe house" desserts "蚂蚁窝"desserts "Friend ca...

goodbye is d saddest word  i ever hear.. best memory for d ppls u love..xthing more..but a smile.. last day being a QA's.. mix feeling.. many things to say.. but prefer silent.. tears wud drop if word start.. tats y.. i oni focus on my works.. n avoiding ppl direct eyes contact.. ppl might think i m cruel n human-less.. but  dun care.. hate d feeling of separation.. 12weeks juz passed vy fast.. gt many memories thr.. bitter,sour,salty,sweet,spicy all hav.. lik it during meeting,when v discussed bout workdone last week.. lik it when v played badminton 2gether after work.. lik it when v go cheongk 2gether.. lik it when v gags 2gether.. lik it when v gathered mkn 2gether..especially in office.. lik it when v rush for benchmark testing.. lik it when v gtalk during workhour.. lik it when v played wii,carron,pingpong n dam 2gether.. lik it when v chat during freehour.. lik it when evy morning nid wait for office 2 open.. lik it during sportsday.. lik it also during company d...