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之前我根本不知道这‘心累’是什么感觉, 我总觉得我是个不会心累的人。 但……此时此刻……我真的累了…… 不是身体上的累，而是发自内心，深深地感觉到累了~ 发现自己做什么事都很不上心， 之前做样样事很积极的我不见了。 我该去哪里找回‘那个我’叻？！ 我好气自己，为什么那么无能~ 为什么那么没用~ 身边的同学都在忙着赶功课和fyp.. 可是我，仍然无动于衷~ 每次同学问我关于fyp的进度， 我总会给他们一大堆的理由。 可是我很清楚的知道…… 即使我骗到了所有人，我还是骗不了我自己~ 每次表面都装得很潇洒，可是内心是自卑到不行的~ 怎么办呢？我真的好没用~

wat v usualli do when stay out at nite? on9..watch movie..or bz vf work.. tats all realli common.. ytdy was pretty cool.. when me n my frenz stay out purposeli to play poker card.. juz playing d poker card..but of cuz gt sum other chitchat.. but for me..i ady vy satisfied.. realli think tat myself is an old person.. so easy 2 b touched n satisfied.. abit 'short plug' ady i guess..haha anyway juz think tat easy satisfied vf things may not b a bad thing.. i easy 2 b hapi n easy 2 b sad as well.. sumtim sum word tat frm ppl i care.. hurted me deep.. haizz...wat happen 2 b? cnt i set my setting 2 b idle..meant no sadness n no happiness.. but if 1ppl oni in idle mode all d tim..tat shud b sad i guess.. coz all d gud thing nvr approach him/her.. n all bad thing oso nvr approach.. so...he/she wont  noe hw blissful it is.. so in conclude..juz b enjoy no matter in wat u do.. dun request urself too much.. as no 1 is 100%... being imperfect oso cn b satisfied n happi.. sooo...enjoy urs...

discovered beautiful view near hostel.. after 3 years studying here.. recentli as our klas hour is realli less... oni activity tat wont cost us is jogging.. i lik d event lotz.. as tis is d tim v cn spent our tim vf fren.. sharing evything happens around.. realli thx to my fren tat willing 2 listen to me.. althog i m realli annoying.. realli think tat i  m an annoying ppl.. dunno wat others think bout me.. but sumtim due to my stupid characteristic.. i  m able to make ppl around me happi.. i dunno tis consider gud or not.. but for myself..as long as ppls around me is happi.. tat is enuf.. no matter anything happen.. i wud brave myself to face it.. tat is d motto tat i set for myself.. as..ppl wud oni listen to ur prob.. n d final ppl tat shud take initiative n face it.. is nobody else but urself.. tis seem cruel..but its d fact.. as an adult..v nid 2 face many thing tat happen alone.. but of cuz sharing vf fren is import...

starting of tis sem,i already is d eldest senior in uni... a 4th year student... final year oni responsibilty is to accomplish our fyp besides of sum core subjects.. i select d lec i like as my fyp instructor.. hope tat i wont let her down.. as d lec accept me directli without many thought.. bec to uni already 3 weeks time.. lazy to update my blog actualli.. as tims juz passed by without noticing.. 1st week bec here was bz to finiz d Li report.. as already promise frenz to go for trip.. in sum d trip is satisfying.. quite enjoy vf it.. our trip destination is Penang.. but my main purpose thr is oni to mkn d nice penang food.. but at last v end up eating many desserts.. stil ok..i lik it lotz.. as myself is desserts-craver...haha... realli satisfied when c all d desserts tat have been taken^^ 1st tim in my life eat so many desserts lik tis trip does.. "chinese house" desserts "Crepe house" desserts "蚂蚁窝"desserts "Friend ca...

goodbye is d saddest word  i ever hear.. best memory for d ppls u love..xthing more..but a smile.. last day being a QA's.. mix feeling.. many things to say.. but prefer silent.. tears wud drop if word start.. tats y.. i oni focus on my works.. n avoiding ppl direct eyes contact.. ppl might think i m cruel n human-less.. but  dun care.. hate d feeling of separation.. 12weeks juz passed vy fast.. gt many memories thr.. bitter,sour,salty,sweet,spicy all hav.. lik it during meeting,when v discussed bout workdone last week.. lik it when v played badminton 2gether after work.. lik it when v go cheongk 2gether.. lik it when v gags 2gether.. lik it when v gathered mkn 2gether..especially in office.. lik it when v rush for benchmark testing.. lik it when v gtalk during workhour.. lik it when v played wii,carron,pingpong n dam 2gether.. lik it when v chat during freehour.. lik it when evy morning nid wait for office 2 open.. lik it during sportsday.. lik it also during company d...

Last Wednesday was quite special day... Noon we have networking test... While night time was our networking senior and junior gathering with also our ppk lecturers... The test is nothing much to say...since already been passed up.. Night time just gather,eat and snap... Snapping part is more enjoyable event...up Punjabi dress... since it is the first time for the Chinese girls in our class to wear Below is some of  picture for review.. Punjabi-dressing's gang Snapping session with lecturers Network members

It has been a long period for leaving my blog aside... Recently my life is either too busy or too ordinary.... Nothing special about it... Honestly,i really miss the 1week mid semester break last time... That time is really unforgettable for me... That time is really enjoyable... That time my schedule is very pack... Accompanying everyone I care and love... Just feel that moment is so satisfying.. Really feel grateful through those events i did last time... Go eat wherever and whenever and whomever I like... See the smile appeared on their face make me really satisfy... Actually happiness can be said is easy to achieve, but sometimes is hard to reach also.. Why i said so...? That because it always comes when i didn't expect for it... When i really need it,sometimes it just never approach... Things happen around made me understand that: 1+1!=2; 0x1!=0. Even though everyone in this world may let you down... You..yours...