aLICe's 的天空

missing the sky view during my trip to Langkawi last time...  today is really a good day...  the temperature is so cool and so suitable for me to have a good rest... long time don't have a rest like this...  recently feel really unhappy and tension due to some reasons..  why a people can be so cruel? why a people can act like himself/herself is always right?  why can they pretend be so innocent and get pitifulness of others?  why they never think that thing happen is caused by them?  feel very stressed and mood-less...  why i always been treated badly by people whom i really care with?  honestly i don't expect anyone to feel pity for me..  i always treat people with my heart... but at last what i get?!  i am not a person who want to explain...  if people get misunderstood about me, then i will just leave it..  if they think him/her is so right, okay fine...i am the wrong ones...  i understand th...

wake up->eat->work->joke->sleep; tats d life tat i m having nw evydy... simple but meaningful life...like my fren blog title..haha its realli true.. i agreed vf tat statement... evydy v bz frm day till nite... if v din feel hapi for it,thn wat is d meaning of life??? for nw..... i m vy satisfy vf my simple but meaningful life as a salesgurl... evydy fold shirt...service customer...check stocks... but i din feel bored for it... as a salesgurl in a shopping complex, i have seen many pattern of ppls.. their pattern varies n differ frm one to another... tats make me feel interesting n cute bout it... human vf d same structure of body... but they do have different type of behaviours... tats realli mystery n attracts me most.. sumtim i m mad bout it... but sumtim i do feel funni bout it... mayb my job nw is not a job tat promise many profits n earnings.. but my life nw is sure vy hapi n meaningful lotz... tatz oso bcoz my collegues are all vy nice youngsters tat do...

d feeling nw is so hard to be interpret out... when in infosys,i hope it end as soon as possible... but nw when it ended,i feel so many feeling mixed up 2gether... i felt like stone bumping on my heart... i miz evy1... previously i dun think tat they wud play such an important role in my life... nw i juz realized that 2 months in infosys is too short for me... i dun even gt chance 2 noe my fren better... evydy bz...vf coding...coding..n oso coding... wat i proud of joining infosys is... i gt 2 noe many frens...of all races... v stay under d sme roof... gossip 2gether... complaint 2gether... laugh 2gether..... tats was d most enjoyable moments for me in infosys... v go cycling... v go play basketball... v go see guys playing football while chatting... v play baby 2gether.... v dinner 2gether... n much much more... i luv they all so much... thx for being my frenz.. i wont frgt u all for rest of my life... (Norhayati Romeli,Najwa Hamdan,Faridatul Akma,Pavithra,Mee Ting,Cheok Shan,Mei Yen)...

today finally can sleep till late late... long time didn't sleep like this already..since i enter infosys~ furthermore today i allowed myself to watch many episode of movie...(hahaa...) recently so lazy to update my blog.. as everyday busy till don't have mood on everything already...(T.T) today our program is bowling at Jitra Mall.. so happy..there have been more than half and a year i didn't go for it.. we depart at around 3pm sharp.. got the same bus with Miss Stephanie.. I like to see her smile..she seems very friendly and cherish... may be because she pursues her study at abroad.. usually people like her have those kinds of characteristic... we have been divided into group by the admin people... i am so surprised that i got in same group with Mee Ting... what a coincidence... however,i felt quite nervous before the tournament.. afraid to be ashame when i 'flush' the bowling in the drain... i got only 47 pins down out of the whole match.. flush drain for about 7...

the third day of my soft skill class... quite boring... not like the first day that full of joy and laugh... re-test of c in embedded sql coming soon...next week... don't have mood for it... but since i have to although i don't want to... and i can't change that fact.. so... i should adapt this in my life... ' change what i can change,accept what i can't change..... ' i should restart my life with a bright thought... as what said by HILLEL, ' If you are not for yourself,who will be..If not now,when? ' i think that this man was right... nobody will love us if we don't love ourself first.. and nobody will have faith on us if we don't even believe on ourself... so...start loving yourself from today onwards... i felt very glad for having Mr.Ranjit Sikh as my motivator or lecturer for this few days... he is actually a 57 years old man... but he still thinking brightly..he lives young...more young than youngster.. but with some principle of live... he...

i recently understand the meaning of interrupt that i couldn't understand before in my subject... "interrupt" is something tat will suspends the original prgrm frm functioning; by producing some outputs that are annoying & frustrating people... & there are unmaskable,they will continuously happen n can't be stop.... what a joke?!... i understand this fact just after my test... anyway...that doesn't matter to me at all~ today i was confused by a question... "is the fear feeling towards cat is a disease?" phobia of cat ||Ailurophobia is listed as a "rare disease" by the Office of Rare Diseases (ORD) of the National Institutes of Health (NIH). This means that Ailurophobia, or a subtype of Ailurophobia,affects less than 200,000 people in the US population. facts i got frm internet... proved that "phobia" is actually kind of disease... "cypridophobia" is d calling for phobia of doggy; "lygophobia" is d calling ...

tis new was surprising me in d earli morning when i see sum1 post in fb...(omg..) too tired to realise d nervousy...T^T 2day surprisingly d lecturer giv us lots of exercises 2 do... d amount of exercises is d largest amount i had ever done in my lifetime... i juz couldn't think tat i cn finiz it... d desperate feeling covered my body.. my mud was spoilted by it... i even dun hav d mud 2 check my result which cum out 2day.. however..i take a small sneak n go 2 check my result... luckili it is not bad... d microp subject tat i thought i might failed...i gt b-... tat was indeed lucky... batch bfore gt many ppl failed...luckili i cud passed vf quite ok result... tat bcoz tis sem our microp paper isn't marked by 'd most strictest lec Mr.A'..(haha...) after class,v go bec n hav bath n sum rest... thn v continue vf our lab assgnmt...thn...miracle happen...!!! d lecturer said v dun nid 2 finiz d Day2 Assgnmt..(yAHooooo~) however..i oso cnt finiz d job left.. i couldn't fini...