3rd day of soft skill clas~

the third day of my soft skill class...

quite boring...

not like the first day that full of joy and laugh...

re-test of c in embedded sql coming soon...next week...

don't have mood for it...

but since i have to although i don't want to...

and i can't change that fact..

so... i should adapt this in my life...

'change what i can change,accept what i can't change.....'

i should restart my life with a bright thought...

as what said by HILLEL,

'If you are not for yourself,who will be..If not now,when?'

i think that this man was right...

nobody will love us if we don't love ourself first..

and nobody will have faith on us if we don't even believe on ourself...

so...start loving yourself from today onwards...

i felt very glad for having Mr.Ranjit Sikh as my motivator or lecturer for this few days...

he is actually a 57 years old man...

but he still thinking brightly..he lives young...more young than youngster..

but with some principle of live...

he is actually a historian..who got involved in writing our 'Sejarah' text book before...

but...he now involved himself in his company...

motivating people around..affecting people around...

his job is very meaningful...so do his life...

i really respect on him...

proud to be his student although for only four days...

previous days i was very nervous if he picked me to present in front...

but still now he didn't...

feel relief but also got some dissapointment...

but that is alright...

because i got at least try to voice out my opinions in the class...

the moment i speak..i was nervous...and my heart beats so fast...

but i feel good....i like this kind of beating....

it made me feel like i am alive..

i am 'really living' and not 'merely existing'...