2mrw exam start...

2mrw is d exam day...

2 paper wil i hav by 2mrw...

but,i stil haven prepare phsyicologically...

i feel vy sleepy n lazy 2 do d revision..

bm...mayb is x a big problem...coz it is based on common sense...

but,analog...?

my analog is x d worst in klas...

in fact,i m one of top in klas...

but,i stil think tat i m lag of exercises...

n many things tat i stil dunno...

i m afraid i gt bad results....

i m lost nw...

i wan sumbody 2 accompany me...but...thr is no...

i feel vy loneli at here...

if in home...my bro n sis wil keep me bz d whole day....

n my time at home passed realli...vy,vy,vy fast..

dunno i m so lazy...

but..my mum is a realli hardworking person..

if u c her working....she juz works nonstop...

i m realli afraid of her health...

if i m home,i cn help her massage n do works..

but nw i m stuck at tis place bcoz of my exam...T^T

i cnt help her....T.T,

i feel vy guilthy....

bcoz of my dream to pursue my study...

i hav 2 leave my famili away...

i noe i m vy weak..

i cnt afford d feeling leaving my famili away..

i m realli useless....T^T

i hate myself...

actualli i dun like study..

but in d world nowadays..if u dun hav a degree,u wil sureli b look down by others...

i juz wan 2 make my mum proud of me..

i noe i m not a 'studyman'....

realli regret taking d option 2 continue my study...esp at here...

bcoz here is realli too too far apart frm my famili...

i miz my famili so,so much....

i noe other ppl oso d sme~

but they hide it too perfectli...

i m realli useless....ady 1 and half years ady...

but i juz cnt get rid of d feeling yet....

hate myself...useless...T^T